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Title: Just Another Word For...
Author: [livejournal.com profile] tonjavmoore
Prompt: Torchwood Lucky 7: The Sin of Lust
Characters/Pairings: Tosh and the rest of the Torchwood Team
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Prior to Reset in S2. Pick your favorite time.
Word Count: 1061
Disclaimer: Torchwood belongs to the BBC and RTD. Sadly.
Author's Note: It was a bit of a struggle, but I hope you enjoy it.

Just Another Word For...

It had started innocently enough.

“We’ve got a lot of Hub CCTV stored that we really don’t need, Jack,” Tosh said at the end of their staff meeting. Suzie and Owen had already left whether together or separately, Tosh didn’t know. She tried to tell herself she didn’t care, either.

“Get rid of it then,” Jack agreed. “But check it over to be sure that we don’t lose something important...”


Tosh had begun her checks that night. A simple image-processing program to remove the scenes where nothing moved and marking passages where something did. She’d investigated those and it wasn’t long before she stumbled on her first on the Autopsy Bay camera.

“Is Harkness gone yet?” Owen was shouting to someone at the top of the stairs.

“Left about ten minutes ago,” Suzie called back. She was off-camera. Tosh imagined her standing at the railing gazing down.

Owen’s expression altered into something Tosh didn’t understand. He leaned casually against the gurney beside him and said in a low growl. “Don’t you have an appointment then?”

“Yes, I do.” Suzie’s voice had changed as well. She walked slowly into camera range wearing one of Owen’s lab coats. “Sorry to keep you waiting, doctor,” she whispered. The coat fell from her shoulders and she was wearing only a wisp of something in black silk…


She’d kept that one, watching it to the end multiple times. She found that she could imagine herself in Suzie’s place, Owen’s skilled hands caressing her as she moaned into his mouth. That wasn’t the only one she found. She kept her favorites on DVDs to replay whenever she found herself craving fulfillment of a kind that she couldn’t get from her computer.

If she had to put a name to it, she would call it: lust.

Her next idea had come from running across those disconnected cables while tracking some damage caused by the latest piece of alien tech fetched back by the team. It had sent electrical impulses that screwed up about a third of the CCTV system. She’d taken a camera down from its mount and seen them.

Tosh frowned at the dusty hookups. Where had they come from? She attached them to her scanner so that she could check if the cameras (wherever they were) would still function. After a moment or two of flickering, the first image slid into view. She found herself staring into the communal shower room, watching Ianto scrub away the latest bit of rotting corpse he had dragged into Owen’s autopsy room. Underneath those very formal business suits was an incredibly attractive body; Tosh wondered briefly if Jack has already seen it – if he hadn’t it wouldn’t have been for lack of trying. Ianto turned in the stall to rinse his back and Tosh kept staring…

She had sighed with each movement, watching Ianto soap himself and then rinse clean. He was careful and meticulous with his bathing as he was in everything. Tosh watched it all. Other cameras showed other stalls. Over time she’d watched Jack with his powerful muscles flexing, Owen with his slender frame and irreverent splashing, Suzie’s long beautiful legs, and Gwen’s pale skin. All of them fed her lust.

This spurred her to go on a treasure hunt. She’d rooted out many camera hookups that had fallen into disuse. Her prize had been the one in Jack’s bunker, nearly invisible in the wall. The camera had been old and unreliable, so Tosh had used a time when Jack was gone from the hub to replace it with one containing both a regular and infrared receiver. On those rare occasions when the Captain slept, he did so in the nude. She imagined her hands caressing that smooth flesh, soothing the jerky movements as his nightmares haunted him, and it felt good.

A new world opened up after the Cyberwoman incident.

“Tosh, I need you to put some cameras in Ianto’s flat,” Jack said quietly. “I’m afraid… I think he may be thinking of… well, doing something stupid. I’d like to keep an eye on him.”

“Of course I will.” Of the team, only she knew how Jack’s eyes had followed Ianto around the Hub. Only she had seen the hopeless expressions of longing from Ianto. Only she knew, because she had watched. “I’ll fix them to be undetectable; he’ll never know.”


She’d spied upon Ianto’s pain and longed to ease his sufferings through strokes and cuddles. She could imagine him turning to her and burying his face into her breast. She’d been so absorbed that Jack had almost caught her when he emerged unexpectedly from his office. She’d told herself that was it and ran home to her bed. She’d controlled her urges the first night after, but the next night she hadn’t been able to sleep, desperate for the images to feed her imaginings. She didn’t try to stop herself again; she routed the camera feeds to her flat instead.

Later when Jack had told her to remove the cameras, she had lied and said she would. When Jack had started staying over at Ianto’s, the tenderness between them excited her. She would watch them give each other massages, snuggling together to watch movies, and the sweet kisses they exchanged as they progressed into a relationship.

She’d placed cameras in Owen’s flat and in Gwen’s as well. She watched Owen bring home a different woman each time, using his techniques over and over until she had them memorized and could recognize them simply by the way Owen switched the lights on and off. Gwen’s volatile relationship with Rhys and the fights they had were more amusing and exhilarating than their often silent intercourse.

She loved watching them all and each one could bring satisfaction. She wallowed in her lust. It was good. She had evolved a nightly ritual. Clean and powdered, she would don her red satin robe. She would pour herself a glass of fine wine and settle in front of her enhanced television screen with her altered remote and check her “special channels”. She could always find one to satisfy her need. If she was lucky, she’d find it twice. On rare nights, she could go three times.

She supposed this lust would condemn her to hell, if there was one. She didn’t care. Lust was just an Old English word for joy.

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Date: 2010-02-20 06:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aviv-b.livejournal.com
Fabulous! I can really see Tosh as a voyeur.

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
I always had the feeling that Tosh was more of a watcher than a doer. The prompt must have brought that to the surface.

Thanks!
Edited Date: 2010-02-20 08:34 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thrace-adams.livejournal.com
OH wow...that certainly is a different view of Tosh. Very well done!

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Tosh had so many sides of her that were never really explored. This might have been one of them.

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_lullabelle_/
I love this! It makes so much sense, too, since it would be such a short step to the Mary-enabled brain voyeurism you see in the show.

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
It was that scene that gave me the idea for this. Tosh was always watching. Thanks for reading and commenting.

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:28 pm (UTC)
mtgat: (J&I CCTV kiss)
From: [personal profile] mtgat
Loved it! *appropriate icon is appropriate*

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Date: 2010-02-20 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
Love your icon!

Glad you enjoyed it.

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Date: 2010-02-21 12:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] troygirl68.livejournal.com
What a good read. You made it completely conceivable that Tosh might have this dark side, and I'd never thought of her that way before.

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Date: 2010-02-21 01:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
Thanks! I was trying too make it plausible. Glad to know I made it that far.

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Date: 2010-02-21 01:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iceshade.livejournal.com
ooh, I love this >:D and it still retains that melancholy feel because it's Tosh who's always alone.
that last line is amazing.

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Date: 2010-02-22 06:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
Tosh is the loneliest person on the Torchwood team.

I'm glad that you liked it.

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Date: 2010-02-21 05:50 am (UTC)
ext_76727: (tosh and jack i saw it)
From: [identity profile] remuslives23.livejournal.com
This is fantastic! I love the idea of Tosh as a voyeur, while being a little saddened that she's living vicariously through the others (and a little jealous that she got to perve on those boys in the shower, at home...). Lovely fic!

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Date: 2010-02-22 06:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
I was jealous myself while I wrote it. :)

Thanks for reading!

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Date: 2010-02-21 07:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wynkat1313.livejournal.com
wow... that was... kinda creepy - but I can definitely see a whole AU with this Tosh. wow. ok....

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Date: 2010-02-22 06:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
It was creepy to write. One of the things I'm getting out of this challenge is that I'm forced to look at the characters in a totally different fashion than I have before.

Thanks for reading and commenting.

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Date: 2010-02-21 10:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hab318princess.livejournal.com
liked that a lot

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Date: 2010-02-22 06:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
Thanks! :)

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Date: 2010-02-22 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitchick1979.livejournal.com
DAAAAAMN! Go Tosh! What I wouldn't give for her DVD collection...especially the camera in Jack's bunk ;) ;)

Great job!!

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Date: 2010-02-22 06:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tonjavmoore.livejournal.com
I'd love to get at that collection myself.

Glad you enjoyed it.

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Date: 2013-04-11 08:46 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
These are from another forum: enjoy. The Torchwood Drinking GameTake one drink when1) There is a soiopwng aerial shot of Cardiff from a helicopter.2) Someone delivers or orders a pizza.3) A main character says snog or snogging 4) A main character says shag or shagging 5) A hetrosexual snogging occurs6) someone says special ops 7) you can read Torchwood on the side of the top secret Torchwood mobile.8) Rhys Williams phones Gwen, or is used for comedic relief.Take two drinks when1) Jack (doesn't) die after being killed2) Lesbian/gay snogging occurs3) hetrosexual snogging occurs between two main characters4) hetrosexual shagging occurs5) Myfanwy the pterodactyl appears (exclude during titles)6) anyone takes an alien artifact home without permissionTake three drinks when1) There is a soiopwng aerial shot of Jack (or other cast member) astride a Cardiff landmark.2) A Torchwood member betrays the trust of the rest of the team3) Lesbian/gay shagging occurs4) Lesbian/gay snogging between two main characters occurs4) Hetrosexual shagging between two main characters occurs5) There is a cover up for the murder/death of a member of the public6) Anyone refers to sex without resorting to euphemisms like snogging and shagging . NB: F-words don't count.Take four drinks1) Lesbian/gay shagging between two main characters occurs2) A main character get stabbed, shot or otherwise seriously injured or mutilated.3) A dismembered body part appears on screen4) There is a direct reference to Doctor WhoDrink the entire bottle when1) The main characters leave earth2) The Doctor, the TARDIS or genuine companion appear in the episode (not just a body part)3) An episode ends with no sexual references at allThrow up when1) Gwen/Owen snog, shag or even think about it.Take one drink when9) Tosh gives Owen a knowing look10) Gwen gives Jack a knowing look11) Owen gives Gwen a knowing look12) Jack gives Ianto a knowing look (can be substitued for an evil' if knowing looks are not going spare)Take two drinks when:7) Tosh has a good day8) Whole team wears sunglasses outside on a grey day9) There is a shoe horned Americana reference to a) CSI, b) Basketball/Baseball in order to cater to BBC America etc to cater for potential American Network deals10) There is a shoe horned stereotypical Welsh reference, eg: Millennium Stadium, anything in welsh, rugby, to take full advantage of Cardiff potentially being marketed over in America.11) Someone/Anyone says something/anything derogatory about London.12) Someone brandishes an impressive weapon (Owen's not included!) with a torch.Take three drinks when:7) The CGI utterly lets you down8) There is no CGI in the episode9) Subtle Who reference is used knowingly (Can also be interpreted as knowing look between RTD and the Whovians tuning in). Clunking great lady-cybers do not class as subtle.10) Someone brandishes an impressive weapon (Owen's not included!) in a montage.11) During any montage.Whole bottle:4) The Torchwood Blimp takes its inaugural flight5) Weevil gives Jack a knowing look6) Little man from office in Glasgow pops in and after thirty minutes learns the art of the knowing look and leaves to go and grow his own little nest of iniquity in the windy Scottish highlands.Drink the entire case when1) Jack shags the Weevil Drink the entire bottle if:A homosexual snog occurs under no alien influence whatsoever.Harkness says What? in response to his co-workers' incomprehensible Welsh accents.Gwen shoots herself in the behind while reholstering her unfamiliar weapon.The pterodactyl poops on someone's head.The severed hand crawls into someone's pants with the intention of committing an obscene act.A member of the Royal Family guest stars as a werewolf.Harkness shags a sheep.What about drinking when:1.) Ianto looks guilty or vulnerable for no apparent reason.2.) Owen wears his white coat.3.) Tosh says/does something that makes her look really uncool and then tries to act normal.4.) Some unsuspecting soon-to-be victim does something really stupid (generally near the beginning of the episode).5.) We see a scene featuring the Torchwood crew chilling together in the bat-cave.6.) Gwen starts worrying about her (now SHAM) relationship with Rhys.Finish the bottle when:1.) We see someone's bare bottom (be honest it's only a matter of time).2.) Someone says Torchwood? Who on earth are they? I've never heard of them. They must be ultra-secret.

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Date: 2013-04-11 08:46 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
What if you sip from a glass of water every time you wonder why the Welsh girl's panerts never took her to a good orthodontist as a teenager to fix the gap in her front teeth? Very distracting and I don't think that the American market will like it (compare with Billie Piper's perfect teeth which somehow seem too big for her mouth though). The sipping water will balance out the excess alcohol and make sure that you don't get too drunk on a school night.

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